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HI
Thursday, February 16, 2012

HI EVERYBODY! I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!!!!!!!!

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Firstly, i want to apologize for neglecting you, paranoia. I have neglected you for MONTHS and i am really really really really sorry for that. I've been busy with school.... What a reason, i know.. I promise to blog AS OFTEN AS I CAN*** as of today, alright? Hehe, now let's start blogging!!!!!!

What have you been missing out on? I don't know where to start! How?

  • Family
  • Friends
  • School
  • Love life
  • Work
  • ETC.... Like myself?
So, first up on the list is.... Family! Hm, papa has been away for almost 6 months now due to work but he'll be back at the end of February so that's fantastic news!!!!! I miss my father so much.. Imagine how mama's doing without him.. She's actually doing pretty ok but i'm sure (VERY SURE) she misses him like crazy. That, i'm sure. Siblings? My brother is doing well in ITE and my sister is going to be sitting for her PSLE this year! YIKESSSS why are my siblings growing up WAY too fast? Now i know how my parents feel...... I've been kind of difficult to deal with but i'm thanking god mama didn't give up on me just yet.. I thank god for that. I know you won't be able to read this but.. I love you ma. Things have been hard without the presence of my father but it's ok.. I know we will do just fine :')

OH AND YES BTW RAYYAN IS BLOODY CUTE!!!!!!!!!! I MISS MY NEPHEW WHO CALLS ME MAMA :(





Friends? I've such lovely friends!!!!! I swear! :') Spent new year's eve with the Yeangs♥ by having steamboat and chilling by the beach! Took polaroids and had fun laughing at people. Hehe. We also caught up by having dinner @ Bagus a few weeks back!! Lovely place.. Brings back lots of memories actually :') We, the Yeangs planned to have meetups every twice a month provided we're all free! I want this bond to last till we grow old, my darlings. That's my wish for all of us! Love you all to bits!!!!

I've met good friends in RP too! I'm somehow upset that RP made us ALL bond for about 15 weeks and then BAM! seperate us all!! WHY RP? WHY? It's actually a good thing because we get to meet different people BUT! It's also a bad thing because we've all bonded and got really close to one another... SIGH but i guess we have to move forward and keep the friendships going regardless.. I'm really thankful for the great friends i've made throughout semester 1 AND 2! I love every one of you.

Not forgetting Ikah. And Fana. And friends.. Well, some.. These are the few people that i've been spending alot of time with. I befriended them last year but we've gotten really close....




:)

School? Ending my first year in RP in 2 months! Having UTs currently and will be having holidays till April. Hehe. Jealous or not?! School has been ok la... Sometimes i get REAAAAALLLLLLY lazy.... Some modules suck. Really. I don't want to talk much about school la. Nothing interesting to talk about anyway. Only friends make things "happening" for me in school. Period.

Love life? Hi. I'm currently alone. I mean, i am as free as a bird. I don't have to answer to ANYONE besides my parents and of course, god. I like it this way. Sometimes, it makes me lonely but i've a companion :)

I think i would love to be like this for.... as long as i can. I do not want to have any commitments. Or hopes that would only lead me to disappointments. I do not want petty fights over minor stuffs.... (which is still happening now and i'm NOT even in a relationship....) What the hell. I know. Eh my love life quite boring eh..... OK CAN

Moving on.. WORK! I've like applied for this job! Going to go for training this weekend! Kind of excited!!!!! Hopefully, i get to start after next week! Why next week? That's when my UT ends. Hehe.

$$$ i want you!!!!!! COME TO MAMA $_$

OKAY now i'm going to talk about myself. Hehe, like finally :) I love talking about myself!! Ok, um, so i'm still the same old cranky angsty girl you all (I DONT CARE IF THERE'S NONE OF YOU) know. I still get upset over the littlest things. I am still the same old me BUT! I'm trying to change. Slowly but surely? I don't know. I need to change. I have to.

As you all know, it's 2012 already which means...... i'm 18 and 5 months + old!!! I turned 18 last year. My birthday was... *crickets* Ok, let's skip that part!

Oh yes, my hair is still permed...... Ok maybe no. It's half permed, half rebonded. I don't know if you guys (STILL NOT CARING IF THERE'S LIKE NONE OF YOU....) know what i'm trying to say but those who KNOW me and SEE me all the time would know. My curls are growing.... bigger and straighter..? But!!!!!! It's always all tangled up and it's such a bloody piss off!!!!!! K.






And..... I'm so much fatter right now. I gained more weight. K. Again.

OK IT'S BEEN SUCH A LONG ENTRY I GUESS I SHOULD STOP NOW HEHE SHALL BLOG AGAIN SOOOOON I PROMISEEEEE :)


*** - AS OFTEN AS I CAN MEANS..... WHEN I'M FREE. OK? K.


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Jaja, 19, blogging because i want to.